Month: December 2017

Book fund

It’s gotten to a point where I can’t justify buying another book on Amazon without getting stressed over paying my living expenses. I remembered that B & I are doing gifts exchange this year so I tentatively asked him: “Are you…getting me Christmas presents this year?” “Yes. I’m getting you clothes.” “Could you…put that into …

Onion fiasco

B & I reminisced on how bad of a cook I used to be and we couldn’t stop laughing. I had to ask “Was I really that bad? Or were you just very picky?” “You were really bad.” “What did I used to make?” “Pasta with canned sauce, boiled cabbage, crab corn soup with lots …

Manners

While driving me home from dinner, B turned to me and said “You’re so sexy baby.” Instead of saying “thank you” like a decent human being, I said “Well this is highly unexpected.” He pursed his lips and gave me air kisses as a reply. I did the same. 30 min later I realized I …

Update

Wuzzup peeps. My depression is gone. My depression has greatly improved. It was my mind telling me that I had a problem but I ignored it until it became symptomatic. What was my problem? I was burnt out from too much socialization, stupid dramas, emotional vampires, not eating, not sleeping properly, not doing things to …

Observations 

I’m not sure if this is a current trend or if it’s part of the adult world, but I’m noticing lots of strange but common behaviors in the people around me: 1) People talks about themselves waaay too much. To the point where you might as well replace me with a mirror. 2) A lack …

Separation 

B came back from a boys/work trip after a week. There were tears. There were fighting. There was a scathing email from me – in which I’ve destroyed before he could read it. There was the delayed flights. There was the sexting, and an intensely long and uncomfortable work day for me. We kept turning …