I have a question

If all Buddha did was sit under a tree, cleared his mind, and think about flowing stream and clear skies (cause that’s what all these meditation guides are telling me to do), how could he possibly have came up with an entire philosophy? He has to be problem solving heavily. I’ve been trying to practice …

Book fund

It’s gotten to a point where I can’t justify buying another book on Amazon without getting stressed over paying my living expenses. I remembered that B & I are doing gifts exchange this year so I tentatively asked him: “Are you…getting me Christmas presents this year?” “Yes. I’m getting you clothes.” “Could you…put that into …

Onion fiasco

B & I reminisced on how bad of a cook I used to be and we couldn’t stop laughing. I had to ask “Was I really that bad? Or were you just very picky?” “You were really bad.” “What did I used to make?” “Pasta with canned sauce, boiled cabbage, crab corn soup with lots …

Manners

While driving me home from dinner, B turned to me and said “You’re so sexy baby.” Instead of saying “thank you” like a decent human being, I said “Well this is highly unexpected.” He pursed his lips and gave me air kisses as a reply. I did the same. 30 min later I realized I …

Update

Wuzzup peeps. My depression is gone. My depression has greatly improved. It was my mind telling me that I had a problem but I ignored it until it became symptomatic. What was my problem? I was burnt out from too much socialization, stupid dramas, emotional vampires, not eating, not sleeping properly, not doing things to …